Saturday, October 4, 2014

Ballet elitism

(Pre-post note:  I am NOT referring to places like conservatories, art/dance high schools, etc. where wanting to and being able to dance/practice all the time is the REASON you are at that school.)

As an adult dancer, I appreciate that there are people that will let me take class even though there's no chance I'm going to be a professional.  I especially appreciate that people will let me take class, and even perform, even though I am unable to devote as much time to it as would be ideal.

Take the ballet company I'm performing with, for example.  I take one or two classes a week, partly to stay in ballet shape and partially to get strong enough to do a full ballet en pointe.  At my old home studio, two classes a week (90 minutes technique, 30 minutes pointe = one class) was the bare minimum for you to even be taking classes after a certain level.  And I understand completely that ballet is a discipline that requires some devotion, as any activity is--and since most people don't have a studio in their house, class essentially serves as practice.  I get it.  I used to practice seven hours of piano a week.  And three hours of violin.  Four hours of ballet (plus another two or three hours weekly of rehearsal for performances) is totally on par with that.

Once my mom voiced concerns to my ballet teacher about me only being able to take two lessons, and my teacher said she shouldn't worry, since I picked up choreography quickly and my technique was solid.  Okay, cool, so I get to perform as a teenager and it's great, even though I'm not taking 4 or 5 classes a week.

At the same time, however, since I wasn't "devoted" enough, and I wasn't going to be professional, I was passed over for "big flowers" for a couple of years in favor of girls who were less secure en pointe, seemingly only because they took more classes than me and didn't say outright that they didn't want to be professional dancers.  

It has come to my attention that my current ballet company requires its "senior dancers" to take nine classes a week.  NINE.  One short of double digits.  These classes are selected from company classes and level 6/7 (out of 10) classes, two pointe classes, and one partnering class.  One of the pointe classes is during a company class, so none of the senior dancers do that one.  So these dancers are taking class Monday through Saturday.  A sample schedule might be:

Monday: Technique class, 4:00 - 5:30
Technique class (level 6/7), 5:30 - 7

Tuesday: Technique class, 4:00 - 5:30
Partnering class, 5:30 - 6:30

Wednesday: Technique class, 4:00 - 5:30

Thursday: Technique class, 4:00 - 5:30

Friday: Technique class, 4:00 - 5:30
Pointe class, 6:00 - 7:00

Saturday: Technique class, 12:30 - 2

On top of this, the dancers have rehearsals approximately 5 hours a week, and the rehearsal schedule is not the same every week.  That's insane.  I don't know if the director is actually lenient or not--she might be, as she is with me, because obviously as a grad student I can't do this.   From what I know, though, at least the girls that I am dancing with are at the studio Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday for class (from my own observation), as well as Tuesday, because I hear them talk about the partnering classes.

Let's discuss the implications of this.

1.  Dancers are essentially told that if they want to perform, they must drop all other activities.  Now, it may be the case that they can be "auxiliary dancers" or something in name only but actually dance in senior dancer roles.  But as far as I can see, only younger and/or less proficient dancers are labeled auxiliary/apprentices.

2.  In a similar vein senior dancers must sacrifice some college "desirability" because they cannot hold authority positions in things like the school paper, debate club, theater, etc. etc. that require you to meet extensively outside of school.  They are at the studio from 4-7/8 six days a week.  Note: classes in this school district end at 3:30, so no, you can't make a meeting after school. Not having these club opportunities also decreases the possibility of having solid relationships with teachers that can write you recommendation letters. 

3.  Senior dancers must have families that can afford nine classes a week.  Now, it might be that you're capped at 6 classes a week, since that's the highest price I can find, or that company classes are free/reduced (but you still have to pay for the extra three classes), and that there are some scholarships.  However, that's still quite a lot of money. 

4.  Senior dancers must have families that are well-off to the degree that the dancers do not need "normal" after-school jobs (i.e., jobs without connections that are sympathetic to the fact that you can only work 5 hours a week).  You know, for paying for pointe shoes, paying for leotards and tights, paying for makeup, etc.

So, to me, this requirement for 9 classes favors an elite class and tells people (like me in high school) that they're not worthy of being on stage unless they're sacrificing everything else.  Again, there might be some things that I am missing but from what I can tell, these girls are scrambling with homework from AP classes and 18 hours of class/rehearsal, so I feel like they can't possibly be doing too much else.

I really don't like this attitude, implicit or explicit, in ballet/dance, or any arena really.  At this age, or any age where "being a professional" is not in the least the end goal, it's completely absurd. 

So I only want to, or can afford to, ride a horse once a week for one hour.  So I'm not planning to be an Olympic-level show-jumper.  Does that mean that I shouldn't learn how to ride?  Should I not ever go to little local horse shows just for fun?

I'm not able to devote 20 hours a week to piano, so does that mean I shouldn't even bother learning?  That even if, in 7 hours a week I get to the level where I -could- study music at a conservatory, I shouldn't be performing?

Because I can't devote 20 hours a week to studying mathematical theory and am not planning to be a mathematician, I shouldn't learn math, or that I shouldn't "perform" by using math in everyday life?  (Throwing that one in for absurdity.)

I don't see why it should apply to ballet, either.  And even if it's the case that this ballet studio is actually more lax than its printed rules, it is still true that at my old studio, people that intended to continue dance post-high school were favored for roles DESPITE the fact that I had better technique, learned choreography faster, and was a better overall dancer.  (Throwing modesty out the window here, it's true.)  And it turns out that I'm still dancing anyway so why does it matter?